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Hope Alvarado
hopea@strategic.com

Bio(auto)

Hope Alvarado lives in Laguna Beach, California. Her poetry has appeared in Blue Satellite and Caffeine Magazine.


The following work is Copyright © 1999, and owned by
Hope Alvarado and may not be distributed or reprinted in any formwhatsover without written permission from the author.


For Haiku

1.
Sorry, I didn't see
you, 'cause I was too busy
looking at the moon.

2.
Salted dermis-touched
to metal. Fingers graze jaw.
A small flame kindles.

3.
I hit the ground hard
grieving and falling in love.
Slivers of the moon.

4.
All these moths are drawn
to even a waning glow.
Will you tend the flame?

5.
A gravid moon yields--
before sharp, scythed horizon.
The sky is empy.


Trust

I.
This is how a ferret takes a bird--
It tears a hole in the breast, then it crawls inside and chews,
eats even the bones. It doesn't stop, until the bird is hollow.

II.
Now, there's a place in my heart for you.

III.
You broke the edges from my tongue. My teeth
are in your pocket. My lips, have lost all color.
I will not ask you again.

IV.
There is a scar here,
on my belly. It is the length of my open palm.
But you already know this,
you have seen me naked.

V.
You have all the power.


Once Poisoned

I read labels, calculate the ratio of fat grams
to calories, check for dents and expiration. I shop only
when I can avoid the influence of the moon.

Have I eaten this before? And, did it make me sick
or change the color of my eyes? If I put it in my cart,
will it fall out, smash, and roll derry down the aisle?

I go by every row. There are too many choices.
I look, I taste, I throw away. Rarely clean my plate. Don't eat
anything blue. I have forgotten how to swallow. Children
are starving because of me.

I lived with a man from Wisconsin. He taught me where to
stroke a cow so that it would lick my hand. I have eaten tongue.

"They make cheese there.", was the first thing I said when we met.
Cheese is mostly fat. The moon, really is made of cheese.
I am afraid of the moon.

After a big lunch, my sister and I don our red capes, raise our arms and
fly
up the escalator at Macy's. We are on our way to the ladies lounge,
thankful that we are no longer tethered.

We go to the beauty supply, where I get stuff
that keeps my hair from falling out when I don't eat enough
meat. We decide that, "ten thin tin things", said ten times, is better
than,
"tea tree oil", for maintaining a flexible jaw.

"Ten thin tin things", said ten times, is better than "tea tree oil"
for maintaining a flexible jaw.

My sister is too skinny. Her breasts are bigger than mine.

I do fifty-two floors on the Stair-master. It tells me that I have
generated
one-thousand, two-hundred and fifteen kilowatts, I have burned
three-hundred and eighty-two bridges. It counts the stairs I climb,
twenty-six
for every story. A firm butt and an aerobic heart are the only things I
need.

When I leave the market, all I buy are a few pieces of fruit
and some bottled water.


Michael Rothenberg
poezine@bigbridge.org

Bio(auto)

A resident of Pacifica, CA. My poems have appeared in Sycamore Review, Exquisite Corpse, Berkeley Poetry Review, Lungfull!, Mudlark, Pearl, Pyrowords, Rockhurst Review, Snakeskin, Zuzu's Petals, and many other publications. I am editor and publisher of Big Bridge Press and Big Bridge, a webzine of poetry and everything else: http://www.bigbridge.org. I am most recently editor of Overtime, Selected Poems by Philip Whalen due out with Viking Penguin in 1999.


The following work is Copyright © 1999, and owned by Michael Rothenberg and may not be distributed or reprinted in any formwhatsover without written permission from the author.


Balcony

Calls from that world!
Arguments of that world!
Fingers probe the fence
Music heard from a balcony

*

Dip a bucket in the river
Clear water and mud mix
Tilt the bucket over stones
Pieces of a dream float by
Bark on a river

I hear footsteps
A woman in high heels
Huge nothing
Earth smells

*

In easy chairs, my analyst and I
He wants to know if I'll forgive the dead
Will the dead stop dying?
And what about wildflowers?
He asks, you like flowers don't you?

*

Earth smells
Huge nothing

No bagels
or sky of dried salami
or pink smoked salmon

Huge nothing

*




The only way out of the forest is on foot
So quiet in the forest
Earth smells

Isabella dances
clapping the dirt with her sandals
And swooning
I swore as a teenager I'd never swoon

Black high heels
Huge

Earth smells
Leaf mulch
Crazy with love of plankton
Rotted wood
Beached sea skeletons
Succulents on bluffs tanned by sea wind

*

Then I fall as in a real dream
Everything precious
but I can't hold anything

Calls from that world!
Argument of that world into this!
And the wound between
made of nothing I'm made of...

Crossing from that world
wakes me out of this

*

There's something clever about falling
something scientific...

And why are there seagulls and stars here
boats with full sails, flags and armies?

Why are there children falling without a sound
between trees in the forest
between building in the city
between loving arms?

Dance! Isabella, dance!
The lilies in the fountain are yellow
Pennies glint on blue tiles
under gold bellies of fish

Earth smells

*

Which way is north?
I could go south

Forest noises don't bother me
At night the noise especially clear
When I step on a branch it's like ice cracking
all the way to the edge of moonlight
At night there's nothing to see
except moonlight and the mountains
the moon makes out of tree tops
I wouldn't want to see anything else
Except fire, I could watch a fire
Feed it sticks and branches until morning
But night surrounding fire is frightening
I'll head east. By morning find
An eastern city, a telephone
I'll have breakfast

This world!

You could be in the middle of a forest
minding your own business
and an airplane falls and kills you
You're hit by radio waves
from six thousand miles in any direction

This world!
A crocodile gnawing
on the tail of a brontosaurus

Pain, you can have it, keep the change
When I was 18, I wanted to save the world
People laughed
I thought, what's so funny
Why not save the world?

Huge nothing
Me and the bears

*

Seashells
Skeletons beaded on a rope
Shark at my doorstep
Sky heavy with piranha

*

All I wanted to do in life was travel

And what would I have if I had what I wanted?
A map
Seashell necklace
A sailing ship
Encouragement from friends
A post office in every port
But I can't raise the anchor

*

Earth smells
Empty bottles and bones
There isn't cargo the sea can carry forever

*

And a shallow set of footprints
as I go from this world into that!